Sep 13, 2010

I found...me

I found...me
Silly you might think
But I was trapped in misery
I was kidnapp so suddenly
That their malice I could not see
They changed me
I was not me to be

I was theirs
And night after night I had nightmare so bad I'd pull out all my hair
They lashed out all their rage like 2 laced lazos connected by nails 
The lazo leaping to my back & the nails ripping of my skin was more tolerable than their disturbed urge to hear my painful screams
I tried to ignore it & dream
Of better days that God would soon bring
But as the days pass happiness grew more distant & misery accompany me
Love left without a goodbye & took serenity
Anger step in and took form of bigotry
I stood before a mirror staring at a site no one should have to see
The body staring back was mine or so it seemed 
But the person looking back was not me
I did not have much left but crums of sanity
I could not live life like this and still claim it was me
So I found my way & exist misery
Let hope's light hit my eyes to brighten the dark path I could not see
And got rid of bigotry
I grew stronger & wiser and fought for my liberty

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