Mar 25, 2010

Words of wisdom

I don't know what it is, but we all live our lives with constant fear. I am not talking about the fear of death, or anything like that, but the fear of trust. We allow events in our lives, those bad experiences, prevent us from moving on. We have that human instinct to play it safe. After being hurt once, we don't want to hurt anymore. We forget that fear is inevitable; whether we take the chance to open up to someone, or not, we WILL experience pain again. We will feel the misery and loneliness of holding on to those feelings and not letting go. Feeling like no one understands you, or that no one will ever really know you. If you take the risk, yes, you might be betrayed again, but there is also a chance you might not. There is a chance of finding someone you can trust, someone who will be there for you, and encourage you, someone who will REALLY love you for who you REALLY are. Now if you ask me, which choice would I rather go with? It’s that with a possibility. After all, the worst thing that can happen would have happen regardless. Trust is about risk; risk is about hope; hope is about life; life is about finding happiness. In a multitude of misunderstood complexities of life this is by far the most reasonable part of it.
----written by, yours truly, Indira Alvarez <3

                          ---- Indira Alvarez  

Mar 17, 2010

They say events in our lives shape us to be who we are but what if so many events in your life have ocurred that lead you with no direction who are we then? 
I don't know what is happening nor do I know why but I know I have to find myself whether it's a reunion or a first time union I do not know that either all I wanna do is look in the mirror and know who is looking back
The obstacles might be hard and the mountain might be steeper than you thought; you think you might have just lost it all, your hopes, your dreams, and your future; You must remember that your legs are still strong , your heart still beats, and you mind sill thinks, so lift those legs up and move them forward however hard it might be to make that first step does not matter because you can and you will; your heart beats to the same rhythm that held that desire and passion and no matter what you do, you will never loose that rush that you get of blood rushing through your veins filled with passion and desire that is enough to keep and feed your determination; your mind still thinks those wonderful thoughts filled with theories and idea that blows anyone mind whom you approach rich with wisdom and knowledge that no matter if your among millions you will shine with hardly any effort; you are more than just one in a million; you are the blue print of beauty, wisdom, strength, perseverance, love, kindness and passion there in no other in the history of humanity like you.