but I never gave a second thought.
You’ve never abandoned me
But I only remember your presence when I fall.
You are my Northern Star leading me to my own Bethlehem.
Guiding me to my glory,
A glory you believe in more than me.
You are the serpent in my Garden of Eden
Persuading with temptation and desire.
You are my guilty pleasure
And my most trusted confidant.
You played so many roles in my life that I’ve lost count.
You’ve been such a constant;
I often overlook calculating you into my life.
My oblivion was finally disrupted by the frustration of my subconscious
It constantly drew me to you
But I never felt its gravitational pull so it pulled harder,
Till my mind could no longer hide our bond under a rug of rationalization.
My body became more impulsive around you.
Caught between a battle of reason and desire my mind grew wild.
You became the guru of my happiness
A safe haven from my woes
A scale, measuring my morality and pleasure
You are the gravity that has always kept me grounded
But I never gave a second thought.
You’ve never abandoned me
But I only remember your presence when I fall.
You are my Northern Star leading me to my own Bethlehem.
Guiding me to my glory,
A glory you believe in more than me.
You are the serpent in my Garden of Eden
Persuading with temptation and desire.
You are my guilty pleasure
And my most trusted confidant.
You are the grey to my black and white world.
You are my vacation destination that distracts me from all my woes
You are the constant that varies in roles
You are the last person I expected to reach my soul
You are the friend I hope to always know
