Sep 27, 2008

interview about me

My child hood ambition: as a child I wanted to be a model and an actress but thankfully I drifted from that idea to a social activist.
Your favorite retreat: the beach is so peaceful and beautiful
Wildest academic dream: eliminate all cultural ignorance that create barriers and tension between people
What is your greatest regret? I believe in life the only regret is regretting things overall and not enjoying all the blessings we have.
Biggest challenge: Not letting things get to me and remaining optimistic in hard times
what do you consider your greatest achievement? Staying as sane as I am
Alarm clock: “NOOOO!”
your favorite literary work is: Catcher in The Rye
what is your idea of perfect happiness?
As said in The Lion King “hakuna matata” --
no worries for the rest of your days
Indulgence: FOOD
what is your most marked characteristic? Intuitive
What do you most value in your friends? Their honesty
Which living person do you most admire? My parents they have sacrificed many things and achieved many others in order to succeed give me a comfortable life
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I would not change anything about myself because my mistakes are the things that formed me into the person I am today nand so far am happy with myself
Your inspiration: God-- I am very devoted to my religion that is a big part of my life and my guidance and advisor

Sep 22, 2008

torement

i felt as if i gave out my heart to some one
and they tore it into pieces
in front of my face n dropped it in the ground and
set it on flame and
looked right into my eyes
and then walked away

its funny it how someone can
impact your life in such a strong way

Sep 19, 2008

compatibility

Compatibility

Many are deceived
into thinking one must share similarities
it's sad to know that when it comes
to love all people are share is ignorance
they can't comprehend that love is acceptance

It is shaping your flaws
in form of a man or woman
it is to look into their eyes and embrace
them

they are your gifts God sent
they define and complete you
they love you for the very
reason that sets you apart
your heart

the heart that only speaks one language
that only another comprehends
something so strong distance cant separate
It is the very thing that never makes you loose faith
by Indira Alvarez

I didn't leave

I didn't leave

I didn't leave
you just decided not to stay
you left me all alone
and just walked away

you didn't hear
what I had to say
and when I tried to get close
you pushed me further away

I was patient
by you side everyday
I saw you change
you no longer cared
you didn't want to stay

but I held on,
loving you, hoping
that one day, again
you also may

I tried to make things
right. figure out what I did
wrong. Were you punishing
me? I was willing to pay.
Anything as long as you stayed.

I lost faith
so I let go
and watch you runaway
so you see I didn't leave
you just decided not to stay

Sep 17, 2008

I Don't Need a Judge

I don’t need a judge or a critic

Who tells me who I m and who

I need to be all I need is a friend

Who like me for who I m


I know who I m so don’t

Judge me because you don’t

I know my worth and values

I know who I m and who I want to be


So don’t judge me for not being who

You want me to be because

Who you want me to be is not who I m


I like you for who you for who you were

Because who you are now is unknown to

Both me and you

The sad part of all of this is that you can’t see

What you done and as much as I try to be

At your side you draw me away as if you

Don’t want to stay so my friend leaves

And the judge stays

You giving me no option but to take you out of

My life because I need a friend not a judge

Family distraction

Family can be very distracting everyone. Lets be realistic people no family is perfect. I am sure we all experience one circumstances, if not many, where we had some type of drama with a family member because of a simple disagreement. Small situation like this can become a huge obstacles for students. How you may ask? Well easy, as a student you have to focus on your work in class but how can you do that when your thinking about all the things that are happening at home? answer---well you can't. Even when you think this problems do not affect you, it does. family is a huge part of everyones lives and can have a huge effect on ones life.

Sep 16, 2008

Moving on

some times you have to decide which battles you fight and which you don't and whether holding a grudge or a negative emotion towards someone is even worth while ending your relationship with them. If it is someone who took advantage of you and never cared for you then let them go but if its someone who has been there for you and cares for you let go of the problem because when you messed up or when you will (because believe me you will)I guarantee you they will be there for you.