I didn't leave

I didn't leave

I didn't leave
you just decided not to stay
you left me all alone
and just walked away

you didn't hear
what I had to say
and when I tried to get close
you pushed me further away

I was patient
by you side everyday
I saw you change
you no longer cared
you didn't want to stay

but I held on,
loving you, hoping
that one day, again
you also may

I tried to make things
right. figure out what I did
wrong. Were you punishing
me? I was willing to pay.
Anything as long as you stayed.

I lost faith
so I let go
and watch you runaway
so you see I didn't leave
you just decided not to stay