nourish

The world collides
Humanity lies at your shoulder
One wrong move and you loose it all
No chance of redemption
No one there to give you some comprehension
You strive and hold on
Tears, sweat, pain
Nonbelievers find your effort to be done in vain
They don’t think you can get your life back to the right lane
They pity you as a fool
Filled with hopeless dreams
It is they who should be pitied
Wishing bad on to you just so that they can
Be reassured that just like them you too will fail
But they are wrong you see
They do not realize that it is in their hatred that
You find the inspiration and energy to flourish
And grow but unlike them selfish you wont be
You will do with your success what they failed to do
And that it, to nourish

FRAM

Fram. That’s what you are we have a bond that binds us, arm to arm, for a lifetime like family but stronger than blood, greater than genetics or even destiny. We are a bond connected to memories of pain, tears, joy and a whole lot more. And what makes it special is that it was not decided by faith or destiny; its better than that. It was decided by you and me. (to all my frams <3 )

babe we have a deep unique connection it goes beyond all perfection i love you and you love me there is no looking any other direction <3

Babe our love is real there is no compromise it’s a done deal our vows to eternal love is sealed

I look at you everyday
Wishing I could confess
Just hoping that one day
My vision of love would be professed

You look into my eyes
And I try the truth to hide
Then you smile
You give me that smile that melts my heart
As if you know the truth that lies in my
Mind and eagerly awaits to reveal
Itself to you

As we exchange words
The little things gain value
Then the truth, for its opportunity awaits

And then you torture me
You tease me with your
Touch never a full embrace but just enough to show
You care

And then the truth makes his way
And reveals itself
All doubts released
Only for you to pain inflict

The dreams shattered
Seems that I to you never really mattered

I was deceived
Deceived by your touch, by your smile, by your eyes
Fooled by your kindness and compassion
Enchanted by your words
But even worst cursed with the enslavement that
Yearns for your desire

don't

Don’t lie to me
Don’t give me those foolish excuses
If you want to tell me something; just do it
You convert my emotion into a deadly chemical that just fuses
Don’t give me hope that there is a chance so when I give you an opportunity you just refuse it

I love him but I don’t know if am in love with him. I think about him all the time but the same thing happened with others. What is so different about him? He is a careless I mean a robot shows more emotion than him he doesn’t give a shit about anything but he is the only shit I think I have about him. It isn’t fair you know torturing me while he could careless I hate him. It is like something you know is bad for you but it taste so damn sweet you can’t help it but keep taking it even when you know the consequence might be deadly.