I love him but I don’t know if am in love with him. I think about him all the time but the same thing happened with others. What is so different about him? He is a careless I mean a robot shows more emotion than him he doesn’t give a shit about anything but he is the only shit I think I have about him. It isn’t fair you know torturing me while he could careless I hate him. It is like something you know is bad for you but it taste so damn sweet you can’t help it but keep taking it even when you know the consequence might be deadly.