.......restrained

I feel like a fool
I can’t even look at you
Because I know that my eyes
Can’t hide and you can see pass
All the lies
Can’t help but feel blue
When you’re around I just don’t know what to do
I feel like all my energy is drained
My heart is filled with pain
You were the only one who could make me sane
And this shameful feeling is killing me making me insane
I wish it would go away so I no longer felt restrained

HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATIONS

Everyone as individuals have rights that are attached to you since your existence. This does not only apply for citizens of the United States or are not only applied in the United States. Even as an undocumented immigrant you are still entitled to some rights, not only in the U.S but anywhere in the world. Unfortunately, many people are unaware of this and therefore are taken advantaged of by other people, organizations or even national governments. This is a constant issue that affects many people globally and in some cases it is a threat to an extinction of an entire group! Genocides are a major form of human violation; there have been much genocide that endangered many ethnics and religious groups. In fact, today we are witnessing the suffering or many men, women, and children dying in Darfur. People are being dehumanized, tortured, and discriminated against.

Aside from the constant injustice and heartless acts, what surprises me the most is the fact that although many of us, fortunate people who do not to go through so much hardship, do not do much to help our brothers and sisters. We become self-centered with our own problems and neglecting others. If we were more concerned for one another and more accepting towards one another less people would have to suffer. This is one of my major goals when I grow up to help those who are uninformed or too weak to fight for their human rights; as well as encouraging others to do the same.

interview about me

My child hood ambition: as a child I wanted to be a model and an actress but thankfully I drifted from that idea to a social activist.
Your favorite retreat: the beach is so peaceful and beautiful
Wildest academic dream: eliminate all cultural ignorance that create barriers and tension between people
What is your greatest regret? I believe in life the only regret is regretting things overall and not enjoying all the blessings we have.
Biggest challenge: Not letting things get to me and remaining optimistic in hard times
what do you consider your greatest achievement? Staying as sane as I am
Alarm clock: “NOOOO!”
your favorite literary work is: Catcher in The Rye
what is your idea of perfect happiness?
As said in The Lion King “hakuna matata” --
no worries for the rest of your days
Indulgence: FOOD
what is your most marked characteristic? Intuitive
What do you most value in your friends? Their honesty
Which living person do you most admire? My parents they have sacrificed many things and achieved many others in order to succeed give me a comfortable life
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I would not change anything about myself because my mistakes are the things that formed me into the person I am today nand so far am happy with myself
Your inspiration: God-- I am very devoted to my religion that is a big part of my life and my guidance and advisor

torement

i felt as if i gave out my heart to some one
and they tore it into pieces
in front of my face n dropped it in the ground and
set it on flame and
looked right into my eyes
and then walked away

its funny it how someone can
impact your life in such a strong way

compatibility

Compatibility

Many are deceived
into thinking one must share similarities
it's sad to know that when it comes
to love all people are share is ignorance
they can't comprehend that love is acceptance

It is shaping your flaws
in form of a man or woman
it is to look into their eyes and embrace
them

they are your gifts God sent
they define and complete you
they love you for the very
reason that sets you apart
your heart

the heart that only speaks one language
that only another comprehends
something so strong distance cant separate
It is the very thing that never makes you loose faith
by Indira Alvarez

I didn't leave

I didn't leave

I didn't leave
you just decided not to stay
you left me all alone
and just walked away

you didn't hear
what I had to say
and when I tried to get close
you pushed me further away

I was patient
by you side everyday
I saw you change
you no longer cared
you didn't want to stay

but I held on,
loving you, hoping
that one day, again
you also may

I tried to make things
right. figure out what I did
wrong. Were you punishing
me? I was willing to pay.
Anything as long as you stayed.

I lost faith
so I let go
and watch you runaway
so you see I didn't leave
you just decided not to stay

I Don't Need a Judge

I don’t need a judge or a critic

Who tells me who I m and who

I need to be all I need is a friend

Who like me for who I m


I know who I m so don’t

Judge me because you don’t

I know my worth and values

I know who I m and who I want to be


So don’t judge me for not being who

You want me to be because

Who you want me to be is not who I m


I like you for who you for who you were

Because who you are now is unknown to

Both me and you

The sad part of all of this is that you can’t see

What you done and as much as I try to be

At your side you draw me away as if you

Don’t want to stay so my friend leaves

And the judge stays

You giving me no option but to take you out of

My life because I need a friend not a judge