I didn't leave

I didn't leave

I didn't leave
you just decided not to stay
you left me all alone
and just walked away

you didn't hear
what I had to say
and when I tried to get close
you pushed me further away

I was patient
by you side everyday
I saw you change
you no longer cared
you didn't want to stay

but I held on,
loving you, hoping
that one day, again
you also may

I tried to make things
right. figure out what I did
wrong. Were you punishing
me? I was willing to pay.
Anything as long as you stayed.

I lost faith
so I let go
and watch you runaway
so you see I didn't leave
you just decided not to stay

I Don't Need a Judge

I don’t need a judge or a critic

Who tells me who I m and who

I need to be all I need is a friend

Who like me for who I m


I know who I m so don’t

Judge me because you don’t

I know my worth and values

I know who I m and who I want to be


So don’t judge me for not being who

You want me to be because

Who you want me to be is not who I m


I like you for who you for who you were

Because who you are now is unknown to

Both me and you

The sad part of all of this is that you can’t see

What you done and as much as I try to be

At your side you draw me away as if you

Don’t want to stay so my friend leaves

And the judge stays

You giving me no option but to take you out of

My life because I need a friend not a judge

Family distraction

Family can be very distracting everyone. Lets be realistic people no family is perfect. I am sure we all experience one circumstances, if not many, where we had some type of drama with a family member because of a simple disagreement. Small situation like this can become a huge obstacles for students. How you may ask? Well easy, as a student you have to focus on your work in class but how can you do that when your thinking about all the things that are happening at home? answer---well you can't. Even when you think this problems do not affect you, it does. family is a huge part of everyones lives and can have a huge effect on ones life.

Moving on

some times you have to decide which battles you fight and which you don't and whether holding a grudge or a negative emotion towards someone is even worth while ending your relationship with them. If it is someone who took advantage of you and never cared for you then let them go but if its someone who has been there for you and cares for you let go of the problem because when you messed up or when you will (because believe me you will)I guarantee you they will be there for you.

alone

alone
they tell you to speak but
no one will hear you out
so much you wanna say but
you cant find a place to shout
to shout out your anger,
your frustration, your pain
you find yourself restrained

you find yourself crying
and no one to turn to
wondering since when
how did you become
the person who has no one.

the critic

The Critic

its bad. It can destroy a life.

It can twist someone's world all around

it can make the most hopeful person loose faith

it always awaits for someone to take

worse of all it is an addiction

a conflict in which we all must face

we have all been at that stage

we are the tragic heroes in which it makes

we reach the self-inflicted phase

we visualize

we socialize

but sadly we never realize

we just criticize

by Indira Alvarez

quote of the day

"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone... but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."