Shattered Blue

It started without warning and so naturally neither one of us saw it coming. Our hands acted on our subconscious speaking our souls’ desires and reached out for one another. I retrieved to my habitual reaction of denial. But feelings were too strong, hiding was no longer an option. He felt it too; he sought me out. There was something happening neither one of us no longer could ignore.

 I fought for as long as I could, attempting to rationalize what was happening looking for a loophole.  We spoke out our hidden truths as the sky turned different shades of blue. Liberating each other from our ignorance,we awoke from oblivion with the first declarative kiss. And with one physical expression came another like an over flowing well. Passion was never more palpable. But it was more than the physical, the ecstasy of emotion that was fostered by years confinement and trust. We unravel ourselves and dove into the depth of each others oceans finding treasures neither was aware of.

However, like any well, there is only so much water before it runs dry.  Now the only water flowing was through my eyes. The one who open up a world of possibility, freed my soul and sought me, casted me out. 

It started without warning and so naturally neither one of us saw it coming. our hands acted on our subconscious speaking our souls’ desires. We reached out for one another. We needed each other. We each had lessons for the other to learn. I may not have meant the world to him but I know I help change his just as he has mine.