I'm pretty good at denial. I'm an expert on repression. I've had years of experience. A whole childhood of them. I started so young that now I barely have to try at all. I'm great at convincing myself that I'm okay that nothing is wrong. I'm so good there are days I actually believe it, Months even. I could look at you right in the eye without blinking with the most self-assured smile & neither of us would know I'm a liar