Summer part 1 ...maybe lol

This summer, I made all the wrong choices.  I didn't just walk along the lines of fire, I walked right through them. I didn't just flirt with temptation, I took him home with me. I allowed curiosity to be my tour guide and take me to places I've never been.

This summer, I made all the wrong choices. I lifted all the restrictions on my mind and let it ponder onto endless roads of intrigue. Being careful was now a foreign concept. I was on a rebellion roller coaster there was no stoping now. This had nothing to do with peer pressure. I've fought that for so long that I've become immune. Fitting in isn't anything I've ever seem to accomplish & frankly, find pointless trying. This was about me.

This summer, I made all the wrong choices. I stripped myself from righteousness. I walked among my fellow sinners and sinned with them. I held my conscience hostage & hurt my friends. I overdosed caution with toxins. This summer I made all the wrong choices but I don't have any regrets.

In need of a repairman

Why do I fall for those who won't catch me?

Why do I break free from those who want nothing more than to hold me tight?

Why does my needs & wants never match?

There is a malfunction with love's transmitter 

It's misunderstanding the beating of my heart.