PARENTS

in life we deal with many stresses one of them are parents "you cant live with them yet you CAN'T live without them"
one it is because they pay your bill and the other is because they just won't let you
they control everything you do the school you go to, your curfew, the things you do and in some cases how you do it. they say it is for your own good, but they harm us instead protecting us all the time by acting paranoid. i mean yes the world is dangerous but we will eventually have to grow up and deal with the reality of the world. but because of parents precaution we will not be able to stand on our two feet because we been hiding from the dangerous we know face.
secondly, parents need to chill with all their rules. i mean they have rules that protect you but at times (many times) they can get ridiculous with it its absurd! No you can not have boys call the house. they act as if we are these horny teenagers and all we have in our mine is sex. i mean we do have hormones but we ARE NOT MADE UP OF THEM!!!!! or getting grounded because you forgot to call them while you where at the library COME ON IT WAS THE LIBRARY NOT A STRIP CLUB!!!!! they act as if they were not teenagers before. they had parents with ridiculous rules and yet they make even more ridiculous rules up.
parents think their children are so bad; they are sneaky, liers and rude.
1) we are sneaky because you guys dont let us have a social life there for we must create one ourselves. the sad part is that you guys sneaked too and were probably worse then us i mean how do you think i was born?!
2) we lie because if we tell you the truth you will go off on us on how horrible we are and punish us more for being honest THATS A GREAT REWARD!!!
3) we are rude because we can't stand the fact that we don't have a say with OUR own lives. everything must be decided by YOU for US [last time i heard choices you make were by YOU for YOU] who is going to be happy in a place were they have no freedom

not pub

waking up and not knowing what to do
not knowing what to make of this day
then you realize that it doesn't matter anyway
you don't have any say

go to school, do your homework,
wash the dishes, clean your room....
people always telling you what to do
the life you have is not yours
its the life of others

others who tell you what to do
and what to say
you can never have your way

and then you realize one day
that there is another option
revolt

you live your life how you
want as long as you seem to be
what they want
easier pretending than actually doing

new school/ new start

begin in a new school is complicated but what is even more complicated is begin in a bigger school than you were before! i went from begin in a class of 60 students in a class to 250!!! there is so much going on and not enough instructions on how to do them. the building is a whole other issue one its not only just one but A WHOLE LOT MORE!!! getting lost is my specialty i for some reason have no sense of direction at all. and on top of it none of my classes are in the same building!!!! hope everything changes SOON!!!! please feel free to share your frustrations with me and i will try to help.